couldn't resist the Disney line there, sorry.
how is everyone here doing, now that we're in 2014?
personally, i travelled from 2013 to 2014 in the shower. a very comfortable way of time travelling. i made up a few silly songs i song to myself, and as i stepped out on the carpet, it was already 2014. boy, how time flies.
but enough banter, my fingers are itching to write, and my head is crammed with ideas and recipes (i'm studying for a server test, its not because im hungry). 2013 was the apparent "unlucky" year, what with the "unlucky" 13 number. the year before that was 2012, the year when the world ended. or at least, the end of the maya callendar. take your pick. but this year? i don't know what's in store. endless possibilities? disappointments? joy? fun? tears? laughter? money? i'mmmm not quite sure yet, and i haven't heard any "plans" that the universe has for 2014 yet either, so we'll see in time.
now, you might be wondering, what it is with my quite sudden, serious tone, did i suddenly turn grown up? im not sure, i dont feel like it, but at the same time i do feel like it. i've been so blessed as to hit the magical double digit of 20. twenty is a strange number, apparently youre not allowed to be a teenager anymore, but youre definitely not old enough to think youre old enough yet. (at least according to America, because LEGALLY speaking IN america, i cant drink before im 21) so what do you do when youre 20? just, measly little 20 year old, not allowed to be neither old nor young. we'll see, but so far, in my 20'ties, im stuck here, in orlando florida. in the sunshine state. in disney. and i cant for the life of me make up my mind if i like it here or not. i like it here, but i don't really, but there's a lot of nice people, and the jobs not too bad, but it's not really that much fun, but it is sometimes, and see? i can't make up my mind at all. there's been a lot of "maybe"s and "in the future" or "later on" and, "i dont know"s in my life lately, and my brain is quite stumped over what to do. and i feel a bit blergh.
but im also happy, content and cheerful. it's a great mix, right? as in the words of Anna from Frozen: "Don't know if im elated or gassy, but im somewhere in that zone".
last of, i've been more or less unable to draw lately. first off, i barely have time to draw, and when i do, i try and i fail and i fail horribly, and i can't seem to make anything nice at all, and i give up before ive actually started. so, im sorry for the more or less stop in drawings lately.
now, let me move to my new appartment, next week, and let me take my server test in a week or two, im not sure yet, and I PROMISE i will draw. i have one or two prizes i need to finish first (i got great concept in my head for them, but i cant seem to get it down) and then i will draw whatever i please, and take requests, cause i need to train my hand again c:
in the art department, i know what the year 2014 will be, it is the year of backgrounds and fanart. when i finally get time to sit down, i will start with backgrounds. i bought a few books for reference and help, and then i will start doing backgrounds.
expect to see drawings start coming in 2014. and thats a promise!
as for everything else than art? we'll see what 2014 will bring. what do you want out of this year? hopefully you too are aiming for something c:
sorry for my ramble, my fingers were itching and my head simply bursting, now i feel better, have a great 2014 everyone!